My blood an even tenor kept, Till on mine ear this message fall That in Vienna's fatal walls God's finger touch'd him, and he slept. The great Intelligences fair That range above our mortal state, In circle round the blessed gate, Received and gave him welcome there ; And led him through the blissful climes, And show'd him in the fountain fres All knowledge that the sons of flesh Shall gather in the cycled times. But I remain'd, whose hopes were dim, Whose life, whose thoughts were litt To wander on a darken'd earth, Where all things round me breathed of hir O friendship, equal-poised control, O heart, with kindliest motion warm, O sacred essence, other form, O solemn ghost! O crowned soul! Yet none could better know than I, How much of act at human hands The sense of human will demands, By which we dare to live or die. Whatever way my days decline, I felt and feel, though left alone, His being working in mine own, The footsteps of his life in mine; A life that all the Muses deck'd With gifts of grace that might express All-subtilising intellect : And so my passion hath not swerved Likewise the imaginative woe, That loved to handle spiritual strife, But in the present broke the blow. My pulses therefore beat again For other friends that once I met; Nor can it suit me to forget The mighty hopes that make us men. I woo your love: I count it crime To mourn for any overmuch; I, the divided half of such Which masters Time indeed, and is The all-assuming months and years But Summer on the steaming floods, And Spring that swells the narrow brooks, And Autumn, with a noise of rooks, That gather in the waning woods, And every pulse of wind and wave Recalls, in change of light or gloom, My old affection of the tomb, And my prime passion in the grave : My old affection of the tomb, A part of stillness, yearns to speak ; 'Arise, and get thee forth and seek A friendship for the years to come. I watch thee from the quiet shore ; And I Can clouds of nature stain The starry clearness of the free ? How is it? Canst thou feel for me Some painless sympathy with pain?' And lightly does the whisper fall ; 'Tis hard for thee to fathom this; I triumph in conclusive bliss, And that serene result of all.' So hold I commerce with the dead; Or so methinks the dead would say ; Or so shall grief with symbols play, And pining life be fancy-fed. Now looking to some settled end, That these things pass, and I shall prove A meeting somewhere, love with love, I crave your pardon, O my friend ; If not so fresh, with love as true, For which be they that hold apart The promise of the golden hours? First love, first friendship, equal powers That marry with the virgin heart. Still mine that cannot but deplore, That beats within a lonely place, That yet remembers his embrace, But at his footstep leaps no more, My heart, tho' widow'd, may not rest But seeks to beat in time with one |