Mary Ann Evans (Lewes) Cross ("GEORGE ELIOT ")'
"O MAY I JOIN THE CHOIR INVISIBLE"
For us who strive to follow. May I reach That purest heaven, be to other souls The cup of strength in some great agony, Enkindle generous ardor, feed pure love, Beget the smiles that have no cruelty, Be the sweet presence of a good diffus'd, And in diffusion ever more intense ! So shall I join the choir invisible Whose music is the gladness of the world.
EARTH'S BURDENS WHY groaning so, thou solid earth, Though sprightly summer cheers ? Or is thine old heart dead to mirth? Or art thou bow'd by years?
"Nor am I cold to summer's prime, Nor knows my heart decay; Nor am I bow'd by countless time, Thou atom of a day!
"I lov'd to list when tree and tide Their gentle music made, And lightly on my sunny side
To feel the plough and spade.
"I lov'd to hold my liquid way
Through floods of living light; To kiss the sun's bright hand by day, And count the stars by night.
"I lov'd to hear the children's glee, Around the cottage door, And peasant's song right merrily The glebe come ringing o'er.
"But man upon my back has roll'd Such heavy loads of stone, I scarce can grow the harvest gold: "Tis therefore that I groan.
"And when the evening dew sinks mild Upon my quiet breast,
I feel the tear of the houseless child Break burning on my rest.
"Oh! where are all the hallow'd sweets, The harmless joys I gave?
The pavement of your sordid streets Are stones on Virtue's grave.
"And thick and fast as autumn leaves My children drop away,
A gathering of unripen'd sheaves By premature decay.
"Gaunt misery holds the cottage door, And olden honor's flown,
And slaves are slavish more and more: 'Tis therefore that I groan."
Irs masts of might, its sails so free, Had borne the scatheless keel Through many a day of darken'd sea,
And many a storm of steel;
When all the winds were calm, it met (With home-returning prore) With the lull
Of the waves On a low lee shore.
THESE dreary hours of hopeless gloom Are all of life I fain would know ; I would but feel my life consume, While bring they back mine ancient woe; For, midst the clouds of grief and shame That crowd around, one face I see; It is the face I dare not name, The face none ever name to me.
I saw it first when in the dance Borne, like a falcon, down the hall, He stay'd to cure some rude mischance My girlish deeds had caused to fall; He smil'd, he danced with me, he made A thousand ways to soothe my pain; And sleeplessly all night I pray'd That I might see that smile again.
I saw it next, a thousand times; And every time its kind smile near'd ; Oh! twice ten thousand glorious chimes My heart rang out, when he appear'd ;
What was I then, that others' thought Could alter so my thought of him; That I could be by others taught His image from my heart to dim!
I saw it last, when black and white Shadows went struggling o'er it wild ; When he regain'd my long-lost sight, And I with cold obeisance smil'd;· I did not see it fade from life; My letters o'er his heart they found; They told me in death's last hard strife His dying hands around them wound.
Although my scorn that face did maim, Even when its love would not depart ; Although my laughter smote its shame And drave it swording through his heart; Although its death-gloom grasps my brain With crushing unrefus'd despair; That I may dream that face again God still must find alone my prayer.
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