Ah, when at last we lie with tranced breath, And Thou rememberest of what toys How weakly understood Thy great commanded good, Than I whom Thou hast moulded from the clay, Thou 'lt leave Thy wrath, and say, "I will be sorry for their childishness." THE TWO DESERTS Not greatly mov'd with awe am I To learn that we may spy Five thousand firmaments beyond our own. The best that 's known Of the heavenly bodies does them credit small. View'd close, the Moon's fair ball Is of ill objects worst, A corpse in Night's highway, naked, firescarr'd, accurst; And now they tell That the Sun is plainly seen to boil and burst Too horribly for hell. So, judging from these two, As we must do, The Universe, outside our living Earth, Was all conceiv'd in the Creator's mirth, Forecasting at the time Man's spirit deep, To make dirt cheap. Put by the Telescope! Better without it man may see, Stretch'd awful in the hush'd midnight, The ghost of his eternity. SAY, did his sisters wonder what could In a mild, silent little Maid like thee? True Virgin lives not but does know, All mothers worship little feet, Beside her, on a table round, inlaid Lay phials, scent, a novel and a Bible, With the dry sherry, and the pills prescrib'd. A gorgeous, pious, comfortable life Of all her house, and all the nation's sins, And all the sins of all the world beside, Bore as her special cross, confessing them Vicariously day by day, and then She comforted her heart, which needed it, With bric-a-brac and jelly and old wine. With just enough of better thought to know It was not noble, and despise it all, Scorning herself for being what she was, Against the wires, and sometimes sat and pin'd, But mainly peck'd her sugar, and eyed her glass, And trill'd her graver thoughts away in Nor hate, nor anything except a name. Yet both were of the world; and she not least Whose world was the religious one, and stretch'd A kind of isthmus 'tween the Devil and God, A slimy, oozy mud, where mandrakes grew, Ghastly, with intertwisted roots, and things Amphibious haunted, and the leathern bat Flicker'd about its twilight evermore. THE SELF-EXILED THERE came a soul to the gate of Heaven A soul that was ransom'd and forgiven, A mystic light beam'd from the face And the angels all were silent. "How could I touch the golden harps, When all my praise Would be so wrought with grief-full warps Of their sad days?" And the angels all were silent. "How love the lov'd who are sorrowing, How sing the songs ye are fain to sing, And the angels all were silent. "Oh, clear as glass is the golden street And the tree of life it maketh sweet "And the white-rob'd saints with their crowns and palms Are good to see, And oh, so grand are the sounding psalms! But not for me : He dies: he leaves the deed or name, In trust to Friendship's prudent hand, Round 'gainst all adverse shocks to guard his fame, Or to the world proclaim. But the imperfect thing or thought, The crudities and yeast of youth, The dubious doubt, the twilight truth, The work that for the passing day was wrought, The schemes that came to nought, The sketch half-way 'twixt verse and prose That mocks the finish'd picture true, The quarry whence the statue grew, The scaffolding 'neath which the palace rose, The vague abortive throes And fever-fits of joy or gloom : In kind oblivion let them be! Nor has the dead worse foe than he Who rakes these sweepings of the artist's room, And piles them on his tomb. Ah, 't is but little that the best, Frail children of a fleeting hour, Can leave of perfect fruit or flower! Ah, let all else be graciously supprest When man lies down to rest! WILLIAM WORDSWORTH 1845 GENTLE and grave, in simple dress, The sinewy frame yet spoke of one O crown of venerable age! Others, perchance, as keenly felt, The fever of our fretful life, |