Falls slain with ecstacies of fears; He blames her, though she has no fault, He worships her, the more to exalt Health's his disease; he's never well But when his paleness shames her rose ; His faith's a rock-built citadel, Its sign a flag that each way blows; His o'erfed fancy frets and fumes; And Love, in him, is fierce, like Hate, And ruffles his ambrosial plumes Against the bars of time and fate. An idle poet, here and there, Looks round him; but, for all the rest, The world, unfathomably fair, Is duller than a witling's jest. Love wakes men, once a lifetime each; They read with joy, then shut the book. And some give thanks, and some blaspheme, THE TOYS My little Son, who look'd from thoughtful eyes, With hard words and unkiss'd, His Mother, who was patient, being dead. Then, fearing lest his grief should hinder sleep, I visited his bed, But found him slumbering deep, With darken'd eyelids, and their lashes yet From his late sobbing wet. And I, with moan, Kissing away his tears, left others of my own; For, on a table drawn beside his head, He had put, within his reach, A box of counters and a red-vein'd stone, A piece of glass abraded by the beach And six or seven shells, A bottle with bluebells And two French copper coins, ranged there with careful art, To comfort his sad heart. So when that night I pray'd To God, I wept, and said : Ah, when at last we lie with tranced breath, Not vexing Thee in death, And Thou rememberest of what toys We made our joys, How weakly understood, Thy great commanded good, Then, fatherly not less Than I whom Thou hast moulded from the clay, Thou 'lt leave Thy wrath, and say, "I will be sorry for their childishness.” DEPARTURE It was not like your great and gracious ways! Of how, that July afternoon, You went, With sudden, unintelligible phrase, Upon your journey of so many days, I knew, indeed, that you were parting soon; You whispering to me, for your voice was weak, Well, it was well, To hear you such things speak, And I could tell What made your eyes a growing gloom of love, To let the laughter flash, Whilst I drew near, Because you spoke so low that I could scarcely hear. But all at once to leave me at the last, More at the wonder than the loss aghast, With huddled, unintelligible phrase, And frighten'd eye, And go your journey of all days With not one kiss, or a good-bye, And the only loveless look the look with which you pass'd; 'Twas all unlike your great and gracious ways. THE AZALEA There, where the sun shines first Against our room, She train'd the gold Azalea, whose perfume She, Spring-like, from her breathing grace dispersed. At dawn I dream'd, O God, that she was dead, Perfectly bless'd in the delicious sphere By which I knew so well that she was near, A dizzy somewhat in my troubled head It was the azalea's breath, and she was dead! The warm night had the lingering buds disclosed, |