Dim and unhallowed, dost thou not reject, And biddest me walk humble with my God. Meek daughter in the family of Christ! Well hast thou said, and holily disprais'd These shapings of the unregenerate mind Bubbles, that glitter as they rise and break On vain philosophy's aye-babbling spring. For never guiltless may I speak of him, Th' Incomprehensible! save when with awe I praise him, and with Faith, that inly feels; Who with his saving mercies healed me, A sinful and most miserable man,
Wilder'd and dark, and gave me to possess
Peace, and this Cot, and thee, heart-honored Maid!
REFLECTIONS ON HAVING LEFT A PLACE OF RETIREMENT.
Low was our pretty Cot: our tallest rose Peep'd at the chamber-window. We could hear At silent noon, and eve, and early morn, The sea's faint murmur. In the open air Our Myrtles blossom'd; and across the porch Thick Jasmins twined; the little landscape round Was green and woody, and refreshed the eye. It was a spot which you might aptly call The valley of Seclusion! once I saw (Hallowing his Sabbath-day by quietness) A wealthy son of commerce saunter by, Bristowa's citizen: methought it calmed His thirst of idle gold, and made him muse With wiser feelings: for he paused and looked With a pleased sadness, and gazed all around, Then eyed our cottage and gazed round again, And sighed, and said it was a blessed place And we were blessed. Oft with patient ear Long-listening to the viewless skylark's note, (Viewless, or haply for a moment seen, Gleaming on sunny wing). In whisper'd tones I've said to my beloved, "Such, sweet girl! The inobstrusive song of happiness, Unearthly minstrelsy! then only heard
When the soul seeks to hear; when all is hush'd And the heart listens."
But the time, when first From that low dell, steep up the stony mount I clim'd with perilous toil and reach'd the top, Oh! what a goodly scene! Here the bleak mount, The bare bleak mountain speckled thin with sheep;
Gray clouds, that shadowing spot the sunny fields; And river, now with bushy rocks o'erbrowed, Now winding bright and full, with naked banks; And seats, and lawns, the abbey, and the wood, And cots, and hamlets, and faint city spire: The channel there, the islands and white sails, Dim coasts and cloud-like hills and shoreless ocean,- It seem'd like Omnipresence! God, methought, Had built him there a temple: the whole world Seem'd imag'd in its vast circumference. No wish profan'd my overwhelmed heart. Blest hour! It was a luxury-to be!
Ah! quiet dell! dear cot! and mount sublime! I was constrain'd to quit you. Was it right, While my unnumber'd brethren toil❜d and bled, That I should dream away the entrusted hours, On rose-leaf beds, pampering the coward heart With feelings all too delicate for use?
Sweet is the tear that from some Howard's eye, Drops on the cheek of one, he lifts from earth: And he, that works me good with unmov'd face Does it but half: he chills me while he aids; My benefactor, not my brother man. Yet even this, this cold beneficence Seizes my praise, when I reflect on those, The Sluggard Pity's vision-weaving tribe! Who sigh for wretchedness, yet shun the wretched, Nursing in some delicious solitude
Their slothful loves and dainty sympathies, I therefore go, and join head, heart, and hand, Active and firun, to fight the bloodless fight Of science, freedom, and the truth in Christ.
Yet oft when after honorable toil
Rests the tired mind, and waking, loves to dream, My spirit shall revisit thee, dear cot!
Thy Jasmin and thy window-peeping rose, And Myrtles, fearless of the mild sea-air. And I shall sigh fond wishes-sweet abode! Ah! had none greater! And that all had such ! It might be so-but the time is not yet. Speed it, O Father! Let thy kingdom come!
INSCRIPTION FOR A FOUNTAIN ON A HEATH.
THIS Sycamore, oft musical with bees,- Such tents the Patriarchs lov'd! O long unharm'd May all its aged boughs o'er-canopy
The small round basin, which this jutting-stone Keeps pure from falling leaves! Long may the spring, Quietly as a sleeping infant's breath,
Send up cold waters to the traveller
With soft and even pulse! Nor ever cease Yon tiny cone of sand its soundless dance; Which at the bottom, like a Fairy's Page, As merry and no taller, dances still,
Nor wrinkles the smooth surface of the fount. Here twilight is and coolness: here is moss, A soft seat, and a deep and ample shade. Thou may'st toil for and find no second tree. Drink, pilgrim, here! Here rest! and if thy heart Be innocent, here too shalt thou refresh Thy spirit, list'ning to some gentle sound, Or passing gale or hum of murmuring bees!
THIS LIME TREE BOWER MY PRISON.
In the June of 1797, some long expected friends paid a visit to the author's cottage; and on the morning of their arrival, he met with an accident which disabled him from walking during the whole time of their stay. One evening, when they had left him for a few hours, he composed the following lines in the garden-bower.
WELL, they are gone, and here must I remain, This lime-tree bower my prison! I have lost Such beauties and such feelings, as had been Most sweet to my remembrance, even when age Had dimm'd mine eyes to blindness! they, meanwhile, My friends, whom I may never meet again, On springy heath, along the hill-top edge, Wander in gladness, and wind down, perchance, To that still roaring dell, of which I told; The roaring dell, o'er wooded, narrow, deep, And only speckled by the mid-day sun;
Where its slim trunk the ash from rock to rock Flings arching like a bridge; that branchless ash, Unsunn'd and damp, whose few poor yellow leaves Ne'er tremble in the gale, yet tremble still Fann'd by the water-fall! And there, my friends, Behold the dark-green file of long lank weeds, That all at once (a most fantastic sight!) Still nod and drip beneath the dripping edge Of the blue clay-stone.
Beneath the wide, wide heaven, and view again
The many-steepled track magnificent
Of hilly fields and meadows, and the sea With some fair bark perhaps whose sails light up The slip of smooth clear blue betwixt two isles Of purple shadow! Yes! they wander on In gladness all; but thou, methinks most glad, My gentle-hearted Charles! for thou hast pin'd And hunger'd after Nature many a year In the great city pent, winning thy way With sad yet patient soul, through evil and pain, And strange calamity! Ah slowly sink Behind the western ridge, thou glorious Sun! Shine in the slant beams of the sinking orb, Ye purple heath-flowers! richlier burn, ye clouds! Live in the yellow light, ye distant groves! And kindle, thou blue ocean!-So my friend Struck with deep joy may stand, as I have stood, Silent with swimming sense; yea, gazing round On the wild landscape, gaze till all doth seem Less gross than bodily, living thing,
Which acts upon the mind-and with such hues As clothe the Almighty Spirit, when he makes Spirits perceive his presence.
Comes sudden on my heart, and I am glad As I myself were there! Nor in this bower, This little lime-tree bower have I not mark'd Much that has sooth'd me. Pale beneath the blaze Hung the transparent foliage; and I watch'd Some broad and sunny leaf, and lov'd to see The shadow of the leaf and stem above Dappling its sunshine! And that walnut tree Was richly ting'd; and a deep radiance lay Full on the ancient ivy which usurps
Those fronting elms, and now with blackest mass Makes their dark branches gleam a lighter hue Through the late twilight: and though now the bat Wheels silent by, and not a swallow twitters, Yet still the solitary humble bee,
Sings in the bean-flower! Henceforth I shall know That Nature ne'er deserts the wise and pure. No scene so narrow but may well employ Each faculty of sense, and keep the heart Awake to love and beauty! And sometimes "T is well to be bereft of promis'd good, That we may lift the soul and contemplate With lively joy the joy we cannot share. My gentle-hearted Charles! when the last rook Beat its straight path along the dusky air Homewards, I blest it! deeming its black wing
(Now a dim speck, now vanishing in the light) Had cross'd the mighty orb's dilated glory While thou stood'st gazing; or when all was still, Flew creeking o'er thy head, and had a charm For thee, my gentle-hearted Charles! to whom No sound is dissonant, which tells of life.
FROM THE TRAGEDY OF REMORSE. Mr Alvar loved sad music from a child.- Once he was lost; and after weary search, We found him in an open place in the wood, To which spot he had followed a blind boy, Who breathed into a pipe of sycamore Some strangely moving notes: and these, he said, Were taught him in a dream. Him we first saw, Stretch'd on the broad top of a sunny heath-bank: And lower down poor Alvar, fast asleep,
His head upon the blind boy's dog. It pleas'd me To mark how he had fastened round the pipe A silver toy his grandam had late given him. Methinks I see him now as he then looked- Even so!-He had outgrown his infant dress, Yet still he wore it.
In the presence of his brother, who once attempted to murder him, and supposed he had succeeded in the attempt, Alvar, unknown, and in the assumed character of a Moorish sorcerer, invokes himself as if he were a disembodied spirit.
WITH no irreverent voice, or uncouth charm, I call up the departed! Soul of Alvar, Hear our soft suit, and heed my milder spell! So may the gates of Paradise, unbarred, Cease thy swift toils! Since haply thou art one Of that innumerable company,
Who in broad circle, lovelier than the rainbow, Girdle this round earth in a dizzy motion, With noise too vast and constant to be heard: Fitliest unheard! For oh, ye numberless, And rapid travellers! what ear unstunned, What sense unmadden'd, might bear up against The rushing of your congregated wings? Even now your living wheel turns o'er my head! [Music expressive of the movements and images, that follow. Ye, as ye pass, toss high the desart sands, That roar and whiten like a burst of waters,
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