brance of infirmities, that made her closing years of life so sore a trial to her. I was concerned to think, that our family differences have been one source of disquiet to her. I am sensible that this last we are apt to exaggerate after a person's death-and surely, in the main, there was considerable harmony among the members of our little family-still I was concerned to think, that we ever gave her gentle spirit disquiet. I thought on years back-on all my parents' friends-the H-s, the F——s, on D- S-, and on many a merry evening, in the fire-side circle, in that comfortable back parlour -it is never used now. O ye Matravises1 of the age, ye know not what ye lose, in despising these petty topics of endeared remembrance, associated circumstances of past times ;-ye know not the throbbings of the heart, tender yet affectionately familiar, which accompany the dear and honored names of father or of mother. Maria! I thought on all these things; my heart ached at the review of them-it yet aches, while I write this—but I am never so satisfied with my train of thoughts, as when they run upon these subjects-the tears, they draw from us, meliorate and soften the heart, and keep fresh within us that memory of dear friends dead, which alone can fit us for a re-admission to their society hereafter." (From another Letter) I HAD a bad dream this morning-that Allan was dead--and who, of all persons in the world, do you think, put on mourning for him? Why, Matravis.—This alone might cure me of superstitious thoughts, if I were inclined to them ; for why should Matravis mourn for us, or our family?— Still it was pleasant to awake, and find it but a dream.-Methinks something like an awaking from an ill dream shall the Resurrection from the Dead be.-Materially different from our accustomed scenes, and ways of life, the World to come may possibly not be-still it is represented to us under the notion of a Rest, a Sabbath, a state of bliss." 1 This name will be explained presently. (From another Letter) “METHINKS, you and I should have been born under the same roof, sucked the same milk, conned the same hornbook, thumbed the same Testament, together :--for we have been more than sisters, Maria! Something will still be whispering to me, that I shall one day be inmate of the same dwelling with my cousin, partaker with her in all the delights, which spring from mutual good offices, kind words, attentions in sickness and in health,—— conversation, sometimes innocently trivial, and at others profitably serious;-books read and commented on, together; meals ate, and walks taken, together, and conferences, how we may best do good to this poor person or that, and wean our spirits from the world's cares, without divesting ourselves of its charities. What a picture I have drawn, Maria !—and none of all these things may ever come to pass." (From another Letter) “CONTINUE to write to me, my sweet cousin. Many good thoughts, resolutions, and proper views of things, pass through the mind in the course of the day, but are lost for want of committing them to paper. Seize them, Maria, as they pass, these Birds of Paradise, that show themselves and are gone,—and make a grateful present of the precious fugitives to your friend. To use a homely illustration, just rising in my fancy,-shall the good housewife take such pains in pickling and preserving her worthless fruits, her walnuts, her apricots, and quincesand is there not much spiritual housewifery in treasuring up our mind's best fruits,-our heart's meditations in its most favored moments? This said simile is much in the fashion of the old Moralizers, such as I conceive honest Baxter to have been, such as Quarles and Wither were, with their curious, serio-comic, quaint emblems. But they sometimes reach the heart, when a more elegant simile rests in the fancy. Not low and mean, like these, but beautifully familiarized to our conceptions, and condescending to human thoughts and notions, are all the discourses of our LORD-conveyed in parable, or similitude, what easy access do they win to the heart, through the medium of the delighted imagination! speaking of heavenly things in fable, or in simile, drawn from earth, from objects common, accustomed. Life's business, with such delicious little interruptions as our correspondence affords, how pleasant it is!--why can we not paint on the dull paper our whole feelings, exquisite as they rise up?" (From another Letter) "I HAD meant to have left off at this place; but, looking back, I am sorry to find too gloomy a cast tincturing my last page-a representation of life false and unthankful. Life is not all vanity and disappointment-it hath much of evil in it, no doubt; but to those who do not misuse it, it affords comfort, temporary comfort, much-much that endears us to it, and dignifies it—many true and good feelings, I trust, of which we need not be ashamed-hours of tranquillity and hope.-But the morning was dull and overcast, and my spirits were under a cloud. I feel my error. Is it no blessing, that we two love one another so dearlythat Allan is left me-that you are settled in life-that worldly affairs go smooth with us both-above all, that our lot hath fallen to us in a Christian country? Maria! these things are not little. I will consider life as a long feast, and not forget to say grace." (From another Letter) -"ALLAN has written to me-you know, he is on a visit at his old tutor's in Gloucestershire-he is to return home on Thursday Allan is a dear boy-he concludes his letter, which is very affectionate throughout, in this manner— 'Elinor, I charge you to learn the following stanza by heart- The monarch may forget his crown, The mother may forget her child, That smiles so sweetly on her knee : 'The lines are in Burns-you know, we read him for the first time together at Margate—and I have been used to refer them to you, and to call you, in my mind, Glencairn—for you were always very, very good to me. I had a thousand failings, but you would love me in spite of them all. I am going to drink your health.'' I shall detain my reader no longer from the narrative. CHAPTER VIII THEY had but four rooms in the cottage. Margaret slept in the biggest room up stairs, and her grandaughter in a kind of closet adjoining, where she could be within hearing, if her grandmother should call her in the night. The girl was often disturbed in that manner-two or three times in a night she has been forced to leave her, bed, to fetch her grandmother's cordials, or do some little service for her --but she knew that Margaret's ailings were real and pressing, and Rosamund never complained—never suspected, that her grandmother's requisitions had any thing unreasonable in them. The night she parted with Miss Clare, she had helped Margaret to bed, as usual-and, after saying her prayers, as the custom was, kneeling by the old lady's bed-side, kissed her grandmother, and wished her a good night—Margaret blessed her, and charged her to go to bed directly. It was her customary injunction, and Rosamund had never dreamed of disobeying. So she retired to her little room. The night was warm and clear the moon very bright-her window commanded a view of scenes she had been tracing in the day-time with Miss Clare. All the events of the day past, the occurrences of their walk, arose in her mind. She fancied she should like to retrace those scenes-but it was now nine o'clock, a late hour in the village. Still she fancied it would be very charming—and then her grandmother's injunction came powerfully to her recollection --she sighed, and turned from the window--and walked up and down her little room. Ever, when she looked at the window, the wish returned, It was not so very late. The neighbours were yet about, passing under the window to their homes--she thought, and thought again, till her sensations became vivid, even to painfulness-her bosom was aching to give them vent. The village clock struck ten!—the neighbours ceased to pass under the window. Rosamund, stealing down stairs, fastened the latch behind her, and left the cottage. One, that knew her, met her, and observed her with some surprize. Another recollects having wished her a good night. Rosamund never returned to the cottage! An old man, that lay sick in a small house adjoining to Margaret's, testified the next morning, that he had plainly heard the old creature calling for her grandaughter. All the night long she made her moan, and ceased not to call upon the name of Rosamund. But no Rosamund was there-the voice died away, but not till near day-break. When the neighbours came to search in the morning, Margaret was missing! She had straggled out of bed, and made her way into Rosamund's room-worn out with fatigue and fright, when she found the girl not there, she had laid herself down to die-and, it is thought, she died prayingfor she was discovered in a kneeling posture, her arms and face extended on the pillow, where Rosamund had slept the night before-a smile was on her face in death. CHAPTER IX FAIN would I draw a veil over the transactions of that night ---but I cannot-grief, and burning shame, forbid me to be silent-black deeds are about to be made public, which reflect a stain upon our common nature. Rosamund, enthusiastic and improvident, wandered unprotected to a distance from her guardian doors-through lonely glens, and wood walks, where she had rambled many a day in safety-till she arrived at a shady copse, out of the hearing of any human habitation. Matravis met her.--- "Flown with insolence and wine," returning home late at night, he passed that way! Matravis was a very ugly man. Sallow-complexioned ! and, if hearts can wear that colour, his heart was sallowcomplexioned also. A young man with gray deliberation! cold and systematic |