There let my thought expatiate, and explore Balsamic truths, and healing sentiments,
Of all most wanted, and most welcome, here. For gay LORENZO's sake, and for thy own, My soul," The fruits of dying friends survey; Expose the vain of life; weigh life and death; "Give death his eulogy; thy fear subdue; "And labour that first palm of noble minds, "A manly scorn of terror from the tomb."
This harvest reap from thy NARCISSA's grave. As poets feign'd from Ajax' streaming blood Arose, with grief inscrib'd, a mournful flow'r; Let wisdom blossom from my mortal wound. And first, of dying friends; what fruit from these? It brings us more than triple aid; an aid To chase our thoughtlessness, fear, pride, and guil Our dying friends come o'er us like a cloud, To damp our brainless ardors; and abate That glare of life, which often blinds the wise. Our dying friends are pioneers, to smooth Our rugged pass to death! to break those bars Of terror, and abhorrence, nature throws Cross our obstructed way; and, thus to make Welcome, as safe, our port from ev'ry storm.
Each friend by fate snatch'd from us, is a plume Pluck'd from the wing of human vanity, Which makes us stoop from our aërial heights, And, damp'd with omen of our own disease, On drooping pinions of ambition lower'd, Just skim earth's surface, ere we break it up, O'er putrid earth to scratch a little dust, And save the world a nuisance. Smitten friends Are angels sent on errands full of love; For us they languish, and for us they die:
And shall they languish, shall they die, in vain ?! Ingrateful, shall we grieve their hov'ring shades, d
Which wait the revolution in our hearts? Shall we disdain their silent, soft address; Their posthumous advice, and pious pray'r? Senseless, as herds that graze their hallow'd graves, Tread under foot their agonies and groans! Frustrate their anguish, and destroy their deaths? LORENZO! no; the thought of death indulge; Give it its wholesome empire, let it reign, That kind chastiser of thy soul in joy!
Its reign will spread thy glorious conquests far, And still the tumults of thy ruffled breast: Auspicious æra! golden days, begin!
The thought of death shall, like a god, inspire. And why not think on death? Is life the theme Of every thought? and wish of ev'ry hour? And song of every joy? Surprising truth! The beaten spaniel's fondness not so strange. To wave the numerous ills that seize on life As their own property, their lawful prey; Ere man has measured half his weary stage, His luxuries have left him no reserve, No maiden relishes, unbroach'd delights; On cold served repetitions he subsists, And in the tasteless present chews the past; Disgusted chews, and scarce can swallow down. Like lavish ancestors, his earlier years
Have disinherited his future hours,
Which starve on orts, and glean their former field. Live ever here, LORENZO!-shocking thought! So shocking, they who wish, disown it too; Disown from shame, what they from folly crave. Live ever in the womb, nor see the light? For what live ever here ?-With lab'ring step To tread our former footsteps? Pace the round Eternal? To climb life's worn, heavy wheel, Which draws up nothing new? To beat, and beat
The beaten track? To bid each wretched day The former mock? To surfeit on the samé, And yawn our joys? Or thank a misery
For change, though sad? To see what we have seen? Hear, till unheard, the same old slabber'd tale? To taste the tasted, and at each return Less tasteful? O'er our palates to decant Another vintage? Strain a flatter year, Through loaded vessels, and a laxer tone? Crazy machines to grind earth's wasted fruits! Ill-ground, and worse concocted! Load, not life! The rational foul kennels of excess;
Still-streaming thorough-fares of dull debauch; Trembling each gulph, lest death should snatch the bowl.
Such of our fine ones is the wish refin'd; So would they have it: elegant desire! Why not invite the bellowing stalls, and wilds? But such examples might their riot awe.
Through want of virtue, that is, want of thought, (Tho' on bright thought they father all their flights) To what are they reduc'd? To love, and hate, The same vain world; to censure and espouse, This painted shrew of life, who calls thein fool Each moment of each day; to flatter bad Through dread of worse; to cling to this rude rock Barren, to them, of good, and sharp with ills, And hourly blacken'd with impending storms, And infamous for wrecks of human hope- Scar'd at the gloomy gulph, that yawns beneath, Such are their triumphs! such their pangs of joy! 'Tis time, high time, to shift this dismal scene. This hugg'd, this hideous state, what art can cure? One only; but that one, what all may reach; VIRTUE she, wonder-working goddess! charms That rock to bloom; and tames the painted shrew;
And what will more surprise, LORENZO! gives To life's sick, nauseous iteration, change; And straitens nature's circle to a line. Believ'st thou this, LORENZO? lend an ear A patient ear, thou'lt blush to disbelieve. A languid, leaden, iteration reigns, And ever must, o'er those whose joys are joys Of sight, smell taste: The cuckow-seasons sing The same dull note to such as nothing prize, But what those seasons, from the teaming earth, To doating sense indulge. But nobler minds, Which relish fruits unriper'd by the sun, Make their days various; various as the dyes On the dove's neck, which wanton in his rays. On minds of dove-like innocence possest, On lighten'd minds, that bask in virtue's beams, Nothing hangs tedious, nothing old revolves In that, for which they long! for which they live. Their glorious efforts, wing'd with heav'nly hope, Each rising morning sees still higher rise; Each bounteous dawn its novelty presents To worth maturing, new strength, lustre, fame; While nature's circle, like a chariot-wheel Rolling beneath their elevated aims,virus Makes their fair prospect fairer ev'ry hour; Advancing virtue, in a line to bliss;
Virtue, which Christian motives best inspire! And bliss, which Christian schemes alone ensure! And shall we then, for virtue's sake, commence Apostates? And turn Infidels for joy?
A truth it is, few doubt, but fewer trust,
"He sins against this life, who slights the next." What is this life? How few their fav'rite know! Fond in the dark, and blind in our embrace, By passionately loving life, we make Lov'd life unlovely; hugging her to death.
We give to Time Eternity's regard;
And, dreaming, take our passage for our port. Life has no value as an end, but means;
An end deplorable; a means divine l
When 'tis our all, 'tis nothing; worse than nought; A nest of pains: when held as nothing, much, Like some fair hum'rists, life is most enjoy'd, When courted least; most worth, when disesteem'd Then 'tis the seat of comfort, rich in peace; In prospect richer far; important! awful! Not to be mentioned, but with shouts of praise! Not to be thought on, but with tides of joy! The mighty basis of eternal bliss!
Where now the barren rock? the painted shrew? Where now, LORENZO! life's eternal round? Have I not made my triple promise good? Vain is the world; but only to the vain. To what compare we then this varying scene, Whose worth ambiguous rises, and declines? Waxes, and wanes? (In all propitious, Night Assists me here) compare it to the moon; Dark in herself, and indigent; but rich In borrow'd lustre from a higher sphere. When gross guilt interposes, lab'ring earth, O'ershadow'd, mourns a deep eclipse of joy; Her joys, at brightest, pallid to that font Of full effulgent glory, whence they flow. Nor is that glory distant: Oh LORENZO! A good man, and an angel! these between How thin the barrier! What divides their fate? Perhaps a moment, or perhaps a year; Or, if an age, it is a moment still;
A moment, or eternity's forgot.
Then be, what once they were, who now are gods; Be what PHILANDER was, and claim the skies. Starts timid nature at the gloomy pass?
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