Till having us'd our nerves with bliss and teen,
And tir'd upon a thousand schemes our wit,
To the just-pausing Genius we remit Our worn-out life, and are what we have been.
Thou hast not liv'd, why should'st thou perish, so?
Thou hadst one aim, one business, one desire:
Else wert thou long since number'd with the dead
Else hadst thou spent, like other men, thy fire.
The generations of thy peers are fled, And we ourselves shall go; But thou possessest an immortal lot,
And we imagine thee exempt from age And living as thou liv'st on Glanvil's page,
Because thou hadst - what we, alas, have not!
For early didst thou leave the world, with
His seat upon the intellectual throne; And all his store of sad experience he Lays bare of wretched days; Tells us his misery's birth and growth and signs,
And how the dying spark of hope was fed,
And how the breast was sooth'd, and how the head,
And all his hourly varied anodynes.
This for our wisest: and we others pine, And wish the long unhappy dream would end,
And waive all claim to bliss, and try to bear
With close-lipp'd Patience for our only friend,
Sad Patience, too near neighbour to Despair :
But none has hope like thine. Thou through the fields and through the woods dost stray,
Roaming the country side, a truant
The silent courts, where night and da
Into their stone-carved basins cold The splashing icy fountains play, The humid corridors behold, Where ghostlike in the deepening night Cowl'd forms brush by in gleaming white:
The chapel, where no organ's peal Invests the stern and naked prayer. With penitential cries they kneel And wrestle; rising then, with bare And white uplifted faces stand, Passing the Host from hand to hand;
Each takes; and then his visage wan Is buried in his cowl once more. The cells the suffering Son of Man Upon the wall! the knee-worn floor! And, where they sleep, that wooden bed, Which shall their coffin be, when dead.
The library, where tract and tome Not to feed priestly pride are there, To hymn the conquering march of Rome, Nor yet to amuse, as ours are; They paint of souls the inner strife, Their drops of blood, their death in life.
The garden, overgrown-yet mild Those fragrant herbs are flowering there! Strong children of the Alpine wild Whose culture is the brethren's care; Of human tasks their only one, And cheerful works beneath the sun.
Those halls too, destined to contain Each its own pilgrim host of old, From England, Germany, or Spain --- All are before me! I behold The House, the Brotherhood austere! And what am I, that I am here?
Our fathers water'd with their tears This sea of time whereon we sail; Their voices were in all men's ears Who pass'd within their puissant hail. Still the same Ocean round us raves, But we stand mute, and watch the waves.
For what avail'd it, all the noise And outcry of the former men? Say, have their sons obtain'd more joys? Say, is life lighter now than then? The sufferers died, they left their pain; The pangs which tortured them remain.
What helps it now, that Byron bore, With haughty scorn which mock'd the smart, Grecian Through Europe to the Aetolian shore The pageant of his bleeding heart? That thousands counted every groan, And Europe made his woe her own?
What boots it, Shelley! that the breeze Carried thy lovely wail away, Musical through Italian trees That fringe thy soft blue Spezzian bay? Inheritors of thy distress Have restless hearts one throb the less?
Or are we easier, to have read, O Qbermann! the sad, stern page, Which tells us how thou hidd'st thy head From the fierce tempest of thine age In the lone brakes of Fontainebleau, Or chalets near the Alpine snow?
Ye slumber in your silent grave! The world, which for an idle day Grace to your mood of sadness gave, Long since hath flung her weeds away. The eternal trifler breaks your spell; But we we learnt your lore too well!
There may, perhaps, yet dawn an age, More fortunate, alas! than we, Which without hardness will be sage, And gay without frivolity.
Sons of the world, oh, haste those years; But, till they rise, allow our tears!
But, where the road runs near the stream, Oft through the trees they catch a glance Of passing troops in the sun's beam - Pennon, and plume, and flashing lance! Forth to the world those soldiers fare, To life, to cities, and to war.
And through the woods, another way, Faint bugle-notes from far are borne, Where hunters gather, staghounds bay, Round some old forest-lodge at morn; Gay dames are there in sylvan green, Laughter and cries- those notes between!
The banners flashing through the trees Make their blood dance and chain their eyes;
That bugle-music on the breeze Arrests them with a charm'd surprise. Banner by turns and bugle woo: Ye shy recluses, follow too!
O children, what do ye reply? 'Action and pleasure, will ye roam Through these secluded dells to cry And call us? but too late ye come! Too late for us your call ye blow Whose bent was taken long ago.
'Long since we pace this shadow'd nave; We watch those yellow tapers shine, Emblems of hope over the grave, In the high altar's depth divine; The organ carries to our ear Its accents of another sphere. 'Fenced early in this cloistral round Of reverie, of shade, of prayer, How should we grow in other ground? How should we flower in foreign air? Pass, banners, pass, and bugles, cease! And leave our desert to its peace!'
WE were apart! yet, day by day, I bade my heart more constant be; I bade it keep the world away, And grow a home for only thee; Nor fear'd but thy love likewise grew, Like mine, each day more tried, more true. The fault was grave! I might have known, What far too soon, alas! I learn'd- The heart can bind itself alone, And faith is often unreturn'd. Self-sway'd our feelings ebb and swell! Thou lov'st no more;-Farewell! Farewell!
Farewell! and thou, thou lonely heart, Which never yet without remorse Even for a moment didst depart From thy remote and spherèd course To haunt the place where passions reign. Back to thy solitude again!
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