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moon were to be passed. Very happy indeed | any mitigation of the severe penances alwas this time spent: the weather cleared up, lotted to her "If she could," they gravely warm delicious days succeeded one another; said, "so far repent of her sins that she would beautiful spring flowers seemed hourly to willingly offer up the remainder of her life bloom in all the walks around their pretty as a sacrifice, it might perhaps atone for them, habitation. These moments spent together and before her death she might possibly be forwere, as may be imagined, the happiest period given." As it was, the constant fastings, broken of their life. But this deceitful calm was soon rest, severe mortifications and weeping that destined to be ruffled by severe storms. Alas! poor Beatrice underwent in this sacred buildone morning the youthful couple found out that, ing, told not a little even upon her fine healthy however delightful love is, still love must be fed, constitution. and they ascertained the mournful, yet uncontrovertible fact, that their purses were nearly empty; they were, therefore, much against their will, obliged to return to Sienna. Beatrice to endeavour to make her peace with the no doubt highly incensed Signora Ginbeletti, and, should he be there, perhaps kneel for her father's forgiveness-probably in vain. Antonio, the young soldier, had also to seek his pardon at the hands of his commanding officer at Florence, having overstayed his leave; therefore no sooner did he enter the barracks at Sienna than he was placed under arrest.

CHAP. VI.

Poor Beatrice had also her punishment awarded her: her hasty marriage having been solemnized with the omission of many religious rites and legal forms, it was considered both an open insult to the holy mother church and to the government. Her sentence was also a severe one. For two long weary months she was consigned to the gloomy seclusion of La Santa Maria, a convent noted for its severe discipline. Here indeed the poor girl was really miserable. She had to rise at midnight-mass, and was obliged to kneel two hours after the departure of the nuns, to pray for forgiveness of her sins; then at the Angelique at five she had to stand another hour after prayers were concluded. Many strict fastings and various other severe penances were likewise enjoined her; she was often lectured by the stern Lady Abbess, by the rigid priests, and teased, and taunted more than can well be described, by some cross old nuns, till poor Beatrice was half mad with vexation and sorrow. Not for one moment was she leftat peace: her bitter tears, her earnest entreaties, proved of no avail to soften their hearts. She never remembered having experienced such continued harsh treatment. She had, it is true, received many severe corrections at her father's hands, but then it was not long before he made it up with her again; and when his duties called him away, provided her musical studies were attended to, particularly after her aunt's death, she was pretty much her own mistress, having more liberty than usually falls to the lot of an unmarried girl. This life at the convent was one of continued wretchedness; no commiseration did she ever obtain for any sorrow she evinced or

At length came the much-desired period of her release, so long, so anxiously looked for. After many pious exhortations, and much good advice, mingled with regrets that they had failed in their earnest endeavours to persuade her into taking the veil, by the lady abbess, and also from the father confessor to the nuns, Beatrice was informed she was at liberty to leave the sacred walls. She looked this morning very pallid; her fine colour had deserted her cheeks: she looked thin, and almost haggard: her usually bright, lively eyes were dimmed with the constant shedding of tears. She could hardly have been recognized as the handsome captivating Beatrice of two months ago; still, when the permission was given to her to leave the convent, where she had suffered so much, when she had reached her cell a bright twinkle of pleasure could just be perceived sparkling in her eyes, lighting up with joy, a joy indeed that shone over her whole countenance, before so sad, dimpling her pretty mouth with a thousand charms. She never once gave a thought to her slender finances, so buoyant are youthful spirits-as ready to rise as they are to fall; though, when about to depart, Beatrice counted over the few coins still remaining in her little purse (the outside of which was now the most valuable part), hardly could she count a Frances coin; still this did not trouble her much. As she left the convent walls she thought over her best plan of proceeding. Of course she most desired to obtain tidings of her husband, for during the two long, weary months of her imprisonment, she had heard nothing either from, or of him. Beatrice therefore at once bent her steps to the humble abode of a serjeant's wife, who happened to live out of barracks, and whose address Antonio had hastily given her when they were separated, telling her to apply there for newe of him when she obtained her liberty. During her walk Beatrice hoped it might be possible that Antonio's arrest was likewise ended, that perhaps-joy supreme-she might again in a short time look on the beloved face of her husband: so, with buoyant spirits, she approached the dwelling to which she had been directed.

Catterina Montoni was a spare, active woman of about thirty, with the dark eyes and complexion so general in her country. At the time of Beatrice's visit she was busily engaged over the midday meal of her children and herself of maccaroni. Many little hungry, dirty, upturned faces were regarding with anxious eyes and

eager looks her movements, not, however, daring to speak, as well they knew what would be their instant doom had they clamoured in any more decided way: as it was, they received at times a few shakes and occasional slaps as they approached a little too near the scene of cooking operations.

food for another month. The slight meal being ended, with many thanks to Catterina, she thought her wisest plan would be to see what could be obtained by calling upon la Signora Ginbeletti, there was a chance, a slender one certainly, that her father might be there, and, notwithstanding her great act of disobedience, it was possible he might have left or sent her a little money. To la Signora's she therefore now proceeded, after making Catterina's little children very happy by dividing among them the trifling present of a few bon-bons, given to her by a young novice who felt much compassion for her. Upon arriving at the Casa Ginbeletti, Beatrice was shown into a large half-empty saloon; tired with her long walk, she was glad of the repose of an arm chair. Here she found she was kept waiting a tolerably long time; at length la Signora entered. For a few minutes the interview was most embarrassing, for the lady of the house was cold, distant, and very formal in her manner. As she entered the room with a curtsey she vouchsafed no warmer welcome than she would have accorded to a total stranger; asked what had procured her the honour of the present visit, after the very abrupt

termination of la Signorina Beatrice Brown's abode in her house. At this appellation Beatrice turned very_red, and explained that she was now Signora Fiengo; her present visit was, in the first place, owing to her anxiety to make the necessary apologies for her forced flight, which circumstances had rendered necessary; also, she must say, she wished to know if her father had been in Sienna, and if so had he gone home, and had he left any note for her?

Beatrice's knock at the half-open door soon obtained admission. Never having seen the said Catterina before, her visit required a few explanations before the good woman thoroughly understood her to be La Sposa of Il Signor Antonio Fiengo; but a few words sufficed to make it all clear. Catterina was the eldest daughter of the old nurse in the Fiengo family. Ever since Antonio's arrival in Sienna she had washed for him, and attended to many of his personal comforts, she felt towards him with all the warmth of her fervid, hot southern blood, as if he were a real relation of her own-a grand one, certainly, yet one to whom no labour in his service could ever be too severe or too menial. With rapture unbounded she therefore received Il Signor Antonio's wife. Kneeling at her feet, she begged to kiss her hand. Though English, she was still Il Padrone's wife, therefore commanding her utmost honour and deepest atten--she might almost say rude-uncourteous tion. As this was the case, the unfortunate maccaroni was left at the most interesting moment of its cooking, neglecting it even perhaps to be spoilt. The best chair was quickly dusted for Beatrice's reception, a most valuable piece of ancient carpet (according to her ideas) was pulled out of a dark closet, where it was seldom allowed to see daylight, the work of a respected defunct grandmother, then it was duly shaken and spread before the chair, which was placed in a comfortable sunny nook near the window, far distant from the fire, or rather stove, looking out upon a pretty small garden, rich in all its beautiful spring flowers, forming a border like the setting of a picture to the mass of more useful vegetables. What would the illustrious lady please to take? Would she condescend to eat something in her humble cottage? Poor Beatrice readily consented, and expressed much pleasure in making a repast of some excellent freshly prepared maccaroni, some good bread and a small dish of strawberries that had been intended for the serjeant's supper; also a small glass of Italian wine, tasting much like Devonshire cider, kept by Catterina for high days and festivals. In spite of this hospitable welcome, Beatrice was able to obtain but very little information respecting her husband; he had, she found, another month to remain under arrest. This news was conveyed to her in a short but affectionate note, given to her by Catterina. Antonio exhorted her to bear their trial patiently, and to hope a speedy termination to their troubles and a quick renewal of their happiness, assuring her that no sooner should he be at liberty than he would fly on the wings of love to the rescue of his Carissima Sposa.

Beatrice mused awhile as to what she had better now do. There was the grave question : where could she go to solicit even a bed and

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"To your apologies I can only say they are tardy in the offering, Signorina, and I beg leave to tell you that, till I receive more convincing statements respecting_your_marriage, I shall not believe in it. Your father, Captain Brown, returned to Sienna after the illadvised step you chose to take in quitting the protection of my house, and was, I can assure you, extremely exasperated at your undutiful conduct; he left you his lasting malediction, and said he would never forgive you, was glad to hear you had been taken to a convent, hoped they would teach you a proper sense of your duty, trusted you were duly and legally married, but considered, from the haste and secresy with which the affair must have been celebrated, if celebrated at all, that it was a most doubtful question. Now I look at you I can see you are not a little altered; your former good-looks much impaired; your well-wishers must rejoice that you have had, no doubt, a pretty considerable share of fasting, prayers, and penance for the good of your soul. In conclusion, I must express my wish, Signorina Brown, never to see you in my house again!"

CHAP. VII.

Poor Beatrice, much pained at the cold formality, not to say downright rudeness, with which she had been received during this interview, was now most deeply mortified. As the last sentence met her ear, she could with difficulty restrain her tears of wounded pride at this treatment, grievous disappointment at no mention having as yet been made of her father having left a note, or even ever so small a sum of money for her use. A trifle such as she had a few months ago, often thoughtlessly spent in a couple of hour's shopping, would have been now a perfect treasure. She, however, did her best to check her tears by summoning all her energies to the rescue, and succeeded tolerably well, asking, with a firm voice but quivering lip, "Had her father left no letter or note for her?" "None!" Then she had to falter out the more disagreeable question to a baughty, proud spirit, yet still the very necessary one, Had he left no money for her? The answer was again the short but decided negative, "None." La Signora Ginbeletti here looked at her ormolu clock on the mantelpiece and an ominous pause ensued. As Beatrice rose to take her leave, la Signora said, "If la Signorina Brown will take my advice she will return to the excellent convent she has

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mured this weary period within a convent's walls? If such has been the case, they have no doubt, turned you out very good, we shall hardly know you again as our merry young English friend; but where are you going to? for I will not keep you standing in the street, but will walk with you."

So saying, Signora Martelli placed Beatrice's hand within her own, and again requested to know in what direction they were to turn their steps. This was the most puzzling of all questions; though seemingly so simple, it was most difficult to answer. At length, seeing her companion look astonished at her silence, she replied: "My dearest Signora, I regret to say I have just been received by your Aunt la Signora Ginbeletti, in the coldest, most frigid, of all possible ways. I must confess, as she will not allow me to return to her house, I know not where to go, or what to do, for at least a month, till my husband is released, and is able to come to my assistance."

"But I know what you are to do, and where you are to go," quickly answered la Signora. "You are, carissima, to come with me to la Casa Martelli; you will be most joyfully received. I am quite sure my good old sposa will be delighted to see you, and again hear some of your pretty songs. How could my aunt treat you so cruelly? I shall give her some of my mind very soon I can assure you. Come with me, cara, I shall hope that when il Signor Fiengo leaves his barracks, he will highly approve of the care I have taken of you, and find no fault with the pretty looks of his carassima Beatrice."

This kind cordial invitation was quickly and joyfully accepted. Happy was the month spent with La Signora Martelli, and her excellent husband; frequent of course was the intercourse by note between the separated pair. La Signora Martelli had married, when very young, a rich elderly man, old enough to be her father, one of Tuscany's wealthy merchant princes. This husband was chosen for her by her family: no choice was allowed her. Never had she regretted this marriage: she had been the petted spoilt darling of this good old man, the joy and light of his house. Beatrice received from him every kindness it was in his power to bestow. He had long retired from the active pursuit of wealth, and had for some years resided with his wife at Sienna. It was not long before the lively niece of La Signora Ginbeletti effected an entire reconciliation between that lady and her guest, bringing an ample apology to the aggrieved Beatrice.

just left and remain under the pious care of the reverend Lady Abbess, offering prayers for her sins. till Captain Brown's forgiveness is obtained, or at least his advice and pleasure as to her future conduct ascertained." Beatrice curtseyed and retired, feeling as she left the house most truly miserable. What was to become of her? the little money she had would hardly suffice for one day's wants. She was almost a beggar. Now she deeply felt, and with bitter shame, the sinful step she had taken in her imprudent stolen marriage. She knew that though her punishment was severe, it was just and well-merited; yet still came the wretched feeling, how was she to earn her bread? Had her dear Antonio possessed any money, she was quite sure he would have enclosed her some in his note; she was therefore in a most forlorn frame of mind, her heart sunk within her breast, as the servant closed the door upon her. Then the long suppressed tears chased each other down her cheeks, but she endeavoured speedily to wipe them away, as she saw quickly approaching the house she had just quitted La Signora Martelli, a pretty, lively, good-natured and young married neice of La Signora Ginbeletti's, with whom Beatrice had formed a rather warm friendship, during her residence in her aunt's house. "I can assure you," said the kind It was impossible to avoid a meeting, though, in hostess to her a few days after her her present state of distress, Beatrice hardly arrival at La Casa Martelli, "I have had a ratber wished to be recognised by any former friend stormy interview with my dear aunt; I have of happier days; this, however, as I have said however convinced her she was quite in the before, was now inevitable, as the lady greatly wrong, and have now much pleasure in presentquickened her pace as soon as she caught sighting you with this note, which, I believe, will of Beatrice. She seized her hand, embracing her with much affection. "Bella Beatrice, where have you been all this long time-not surely im

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little unpleasantness from your father, relative to the stolen marriage you so cleverly effected, you naughty girl."

Beatrice read the note, the excuses it contained thoroughly appeased any anger she might still feel at the writer's unkind reception of her on the morning of her joyful release from convent rule. The note concluded by requesting the pleasure of her company with her niece to a conversazione, with music, on the evening of the following day. Beatrice was quite ready to forgive and accompany her kind friend to La Casa Ginbeletti at the time appointed. Having received her clothes, and other articles belonging to her, from her former abode, she was able to be dressed tolerably.

The evening was spent very pleasantly. A young lady was present who was invited to sing, some famous judges being assembled to pronounce an opinion upon her capabilities as an opera singer. How truly delighted was Beatrice that she was not in the position of this young débutante! She felt thankful that by her hasty marriage she had escaped the fate that was destined for her by her father. She little knew the future intentions of her husband. Committing the usual error of a young girl, ignorant of the world, and that the vows of the lover will not be binding to that lover when become a husband, and overrating the power of her own charms over that man's will and pleasure, she thought herself sure of obtaining her own way, and that to show her dislike to any project would suffice to its being abandoned.

Wewill leave Beatrice in this fool's paradise of most young wives, and return to the pretty young grl just going to sing. She seemed barely sixteen. Dressed in white, with one pink rose in her hair, she was led up to the grand piano, while a celebrated macstro played the accompaniment to the song. She coloured, and appeared to tremble, as she was conducted to the instrument; how truly Beatrice pitied her, thus to be brought forward to the public gaze of so many strangers, looked at by so many impertinent rude eyes, to have the notes of her voice pronounced upon merely as an article of common vulgar barter.

There were present, besides several noted musical professors, various clever amateurs amongst the nobility of the country. The song commenced; the young girl's courage increased as she proceeded; she sang the number required. On the necessary exchange of seats taking place after her quitting the piano, she occupied a vacant one by Beatrice, who spoke to her, giving her many kind words, such as she would have liked to have had said to herself on a similar occasion; also praising her voice, which was an exceedingly sweet one, only requiring a little more study to make it everything that could be desired.

The young lady turned with a pretty smile, (and in a melodious voice and engaging manner, replied: "I care very little what is thought of my voice or my musical abilities,

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though there are so many famous musical judges collected here, both professional and amateur. It is not to please any vanity I may possess, that I wish for their favourable verdict; yet I do greatly hope for their approval. All that I care for possessing it, and why I am thus eager to obtain it, is in order that I may succeed in procuring some engagement at the opera."

Beatrice turned her full, eager, dark eyes in astonishment upon her neighbour, the very thing she had most dreaded. "Pardon me, but may I ask why you so much desire this engagement ?"

"To the better supporting my darling bed-ridden mother," replied the lovely stranger, with a deep flush suffusing her cheek.

Some refreshment being handed round almost immediately, prevented further conversation, particularly as Beatrice was soon requested to sing, and could not without rudeness refuse, as her former master, the young Ginbeletti, offered to play the accompaniment for her. Her singing was much praised.

Towards the end of the evening, Beatrice again found herself near the young débutante. A few more words were exchanged; they consisted of expressions of the greatest kindness. The young lady gave her card of address, adding how much she would also like to make her further acquaintance, and present her to her dear afflicted mother.

(To be concluded in our next.)

LINES.

BY ADA TREVANION.

I ask no more thy love to fill my soul:
I ask from thee but silence and forgetting.
Withdraw from heart and mind thy strong control,
For Hope's sun now has set, and Life's is setting
I am not what I was when we first met,

And I would fain Youth's fever'd visions banish:
But 'tis not at our choice that we forget,
Though all that made remembrance sweet may
vanish.

The Past s gone with its keen hopes and fears,

The Present in the Past is swiftly merging; A few more bitter pangs and burning tears,

And I shall cease to hear Time's billows surging. My heart hung on thy love its last green leaf,

Since 'twas in vain what has life worth regretting? Bring me no more wild joy and hopeless grief: I ask from thee but silence and forgetting.

A CRUISE ON LAKE LADOGA.

"DEAR Q.,--The steamboat Valamo is advertised to leave on Tuesday, the 26th (July Sth, New Style), for Serdopol, at the very head of Lake Ladoga, stopping on the way at Slhüsselburg, Konewitz Island, Kexholm, and the island and monastery of Valaam. The anniversary of Saints Sergius and Herrmann, miracle-workers, will be celebrated at the lastnamed place on Thursday, and the festival of the Apostles Peter and Paul on Friday. If the weather is fine, the boat will take passengers to the Holy Island. The fair is nine rubles for the trip. You can be back again in St. Petersburg by six o'clock on Saturday evening. Provisions can be had on board, but (probably) not beds; so, if you are luxurious in this particular, take along your own sheets, pillow-cases, and blankets. I intend going, and depend upon your company. Make up your mind by ten o'clock, when I will call for your decision.

"Yours,

"P."

I laid down the note, looked at my watch, and found that I had an hour for deliberation before P.'s arrival. "Lake Ladoga?" said I to myself; "it is the largest lake in EuropeI learned that at school. It is full of fish; it is stormy; and the Neva is its outlet. What else?" I took down a geographical dictionary, and obtained the following additional particulars: "The name Lad'oga (not Lado'ga, as it is pronounced in England) is Finnish, and means 'new.' The lake lies between 60 and 61 45′ north latitude, is 175 versts-about 117 miles-in length, from north to south, and 100 versts in breadth; receives the great river Volkhoff on the south, the Svir, which pours into it the waters of Lake Onega, on the east, and the overflow of nearly half the lakes of Finland, on the west and is, in some parts, fourteen hundred feet deep."

Vainly, however, did I ransack my memory for the narrative of any traveller who had beheld and described this lake. The red hand-book, beloved of tourists, did not even deign to notice its existence. The more I meditated on the subject, the more I became convinced that here was an untrodden corner of the world, lying within easy reach of a great capital, yet unknown to the eyes of conventional sight-seers. The name of Valaam suggested that of Barlaam, in Thessaly, likewise a Greek monastery; and though I had never heard of Sergius and Herrmann, the fact of their choosing such a spot was the beginning of a curious interest in their history. The very act of poring over a map excites the imagination: I fell into conjectures about the scenery, vegetation, and inhabitants, and thus, by the time P. arrived, was conscious of a violent desire to make the cruise with him.

To our care was confided a youth, whom I shall call R

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The next morning, although it was cloudy and raw, R. and I rose betimes, and were jolted on a droshky through the long streets to the Valamo's landing-place. We found a handsome English-built steamer, with tonnage and power enough for the heaviest squalls, and an aftercabin so comfortable that all our anticipations of the primitive modes of travel were banished at once. As men not ashamed of our health, we had decided to omit the sheets and pillow-cases, and let the tooth-brush answer as an evidence of our high civilization; but the broad divans and velvet cushions of the cabin brought us back to luxury in spite of ourselves. captain-smoothly shaven and robust, as befitted his station; English in all but his eyes, which were thoroughly Russian-gave us a cordial welcome in passable French. P. drove up presently, and the crowd on the floating pier rapidly increased, as the moment of departure approached. Our fellow-pilgrims were mostly peasants and deck-passengers: two or three officers, and a score of the bourgeois, were divided, according to their means, between the first and second cabins. There were symptoms of crowding, and we hastened to put in preemption-claims for the bench on the port-side, distributing our travelling bags and rugs along it, as a guard against squatters. The magic promise of na chai (something to buy tea with) further inspired the waiters with a peculiar regard for our interest, so that, leaving our important possessions in their care, we went on deck to witness the departure.

By this time the Finnish sailors were hauling in the slack hawsers, and the bearded stevedores on the floating quay tugged at the gangway. Many of our presumed passengers had only come to say good-bye, which they were now waving and shouting from the shore. The rain fell dismally, and a black, hopeless sky settled down upon the Neva. But the Northern summer, we knew, is as fickle as April, and we trusted that Sergius and Herrmann, the saints of Valaam, would smooth for us the rugged waters of Ladoga. At last the barking little bell ceased to snarl at the tardy pilgrims. The swift current swung our bow into the stream and, as we moved away, the crowd on deck uncovered their heads, not to the bowing friends on the quay, but to the spire of a church which rose to view behind the houses fronting the Neva. Devoutly crossing themselves with the joined three fingers, symbolical of the Trinity, they doubtless murmured a prayer for the propitious completion of the pilgrimage, to which, I am sure, we could have readily echoed the amen.

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