So with sad thanks I gave the mustard back, Ah, sir! I could not find a single house Where there was mustard-seed and none had died! As I do fear, and as they said to me.’ 'My sister! thou hast found,' the Master said, 'Searching for what none finds that bitter balm I had to give thee. He thou lovedst slept Thou know'st the whole wide world weeps with thy woe: Lo! I would pour my blood if it could stay Thy tears and win the secret of that curse Which makes sweet love our anguish, and which drives men their lords. I seek that secret: bury thou thy child!' SHE AND HE. • Come away; 'SHE is dead!' they said to him. They smoothed her tresses of dark brown hair; Over her eyes, which gazed too much, About her brows, and her dear, pale face And drew on her white feet her white silk shoes; And over her bosom they crossed her hands; And then there was Silence; —and nothing there And jasmine, and roses, and rosemary; For they said, 'As a lady should lie, lies she!' And they held their breath as they left the room, who loved her too well to dread The sweet, the stately, the beautiful dead, He lit his lamp, and took the key, And turned it! - Alone again - he and she! - He and she; but she would not speak, Though he kissed, in the old place, the quiet cheek; He and she; yet she would not smile, Though he called her the name that was fondest erewhile. He and she; and she did not move To any one passionate whisper of love! Then he said, 'Cold lips! and breast without breath! 'Dumb to the ear and still to the sense, But to heart and to soul distinct, — intense? 'See, now, I listen with soul, not ear What was the secret of dying, Dear? 'Was it the infinite wonder of all, That you ever could let life's flower fall? 'Or was it a greater marvel to feel 'Was the miracle greatest to find how deep, Beyond all dreams, sank downward that sleep? 'Did life roll backward its record, Dear, And show, as they say it does, past things clear? ' And was it the innermost heart of the bliss To find out so what a wisdom love is? 'Oh, perfect Dead! Oh, Dead most dear, I hold the breath of my soul to hear; 'There must be pleasure in dying, Sweet, 'I would tell you, Darling, if I were dead, 'I would say, though the angel of death had laid His sword on my lips to keep it unsaid. 'You should not ask, vainly, with streaming eyes, Which in Death's touch was the chiefest surprise; 'The very strangest and suddenest thing Of all the surprises that dying must bring.' Ah! foolish world! Oh! most kind Dead Though he told me, who will believe it was said? Who will believe that he heard her say, 'The utmost wonder is this, — I hear, And see you, and love you, and kiss you, Dear; 'I can speak, now you listen with soul alone; your soul could see, it would all be shown If 'What a strange delicious amazement is Death, To be without body and breathe without breath. 'I should laugh for joy if you did not cry; Bride; 'I am only your Angel who was your And I know, that though dead, I have never died.' Sweet friends! What the women lave For its last bed of the grave, Is a tent which I am quitting, Is a garment no more fitting, The wearer, not the garb, Of the falcon, not the bars the plume Which kept him from those splendid stars. Loving friends! Be wise and dry one Is not worth a wistful tear. Allah glorious! Allah good! |